Long past due

I don't know where to begin what has  changed since i last posted in my blog. In the last 4ish months i Have broken up with my ex bf moved to Jacksonville NC, then turned about and moved to Charleston after spending what felt and eternity of self loathing and sadness of what could have been different. I woke up one morning pulled myself together and began to look for a job. To begin a new life with new changing including loving myself enough to think maybe i may love someone in the future the way they deserve. In this changing realization i found what i had either lost or never really knew.But i cant tell you with great joy in changing myself i found my hearts true love and i wouldn't have guessed that i would be so blessed.

So to celebrating a new chapter in my life i will begin my blog again
 For starters I have been working at MasterCuts for the last 2 months and been living in Charleston,SC for the last 3 Months. Since i been here i have met my inner Mexican and learned to be on my own again. I'm more then happy to know that i'm self relying on myself to move forward. Not to say that it's been easy unfortunately I was involved in and accident and that's another stressed out story in it self. After being here for a little while I had the some good luck and i met a guy and amazing guy who literally swept me off my feet. Sometimes my blog maybe gushy and lovey but i promise i'll add some cool make- up and hair stuff to and if you become one of my usual readers again thanks i hope to hear comments from you ........oh by the way his names Carlos....wish me luck on my new life.......